well grandpa's cancer is back. so i guess that both of my grandparents each only have a couple months left. they are going to put my grandpa on a new drug from the states in 3 weeks...but yeah....they have have great success they say. its fairly depressing... but julie's baby will be born soon and that should lift some spirits. please keep praying for my family.

despite everything that is going on, i think i am doing fairly well. i feel like i am growing closer to God and am just doing well. i know He is in control.