Thursday, September 29, 2005

hmm

luke, update your blog or i will!!!! please pray for me guys, i am having a hard tme right now. and thanks to abbie i have been remnded to "trust in the LORD with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding". its just hard to have that much faith so please pray for me.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hey

ok so i am still sick....this is getting ridiculous. i had to chage my blog settings because i was getting blog comment spam....retards....anyway, now you will have to type in a word that you see to make sure that you are a people and not someone's stupid machine sending me garbage that no one wants. does spam actually work anyway? i mean do people ever buy their crap? i can see that some folks might visit the website to see what the fuss is about, but...i mean is it worth annoying like a million people to have one person visit your webiste and then quickly leave when they realize it sucks? people are annoying. why, just this morning i was trying to sleep, and my aunt called at 7 20 just to chat it up with my mom...for an hour...while she was trying to get my brother read for school....and then there are the idiots that keep calling here trying to sell us stuff, and trying to get us to give them things or whatever.....they called 3 times yesterday and then started today off bright and early at about 9...what...were we first on the list? so my trailer plans have been changed and i am going to hang out this weekend, and then next weekend we are gonig to the trailer. i was supposed to be going to a wedding...but stil no invitation...our mail service sucks....she already sent it once and it never got here, and so she sent it again and it should be here by now....ugh....whatever mail people...you annoy me. hope everyone else is having a good day....oh and here is a happy though, that luke will like i am sure, whenever you see a flock of geese flying shouth...or east as our confused geese have been doing for the past few weeks....just remember that some of those geese aren't going to make it. they are going to be shot down and will have the feathers ripped out, and will either be gutted, or have their breasts ripped off...and will cook away at some one's house right before they are eatin up! oh happy times. my brother came home with a bunch a coupld of weeks ago...but its almost bow season for deer now, so birds will take a back seat! i am coughing and coughing again so i need to go lay down or something to make it stop. later ya'll!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

arg

my daddy didn't buy the puppy....i am not a happy camper...at all. the only thing that made me happy when i got home yesterday was reading luke's comment on my blog. jajaja auntie shmoo loves you little luke! but i still want a basset hound puppy:(:(:(. i like that i beat my fish to death and then looked at his picture while i ate him! ha....i also got the pictures back from the cray fish i hit with a flamming stick and then threw in the fire and ate. hmm soo what else is new...oh i have been sick for almost a week and now my lungs are still full but i cant' cough it up anymore my lungs are too week and so breathing sucks. i am going to the trailer this weekend with courtney(boy) and nicki, and maybe someone else i don't know yet. but yeah. please keep praying about my grandparents and about my internship. i think thats pretty much it, my brother wants to goon now, so i am gonna' go. i love whoever reads this! oh and you can comment now b! i changed it!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

hmmpf

no one loves me. oh but at least i got to eat billy. billy was my fish that i caught and bashed his head then my dad chopped him up...well then we froze him, and tonight i cooked him and ate him...while looking at his picture! waaahahahaha.... mmm billy....

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

"I've been wandering around the house all night wondering what the hell to do I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you well the phone don't ring cuz my friends ain't home I'm tired of being all alone got the tv on cuz the radio's playing songs that remind me of you baby when you're gone I realize I'm in love the days go on and on and the nights just seem so long even food don't taste that good - drink ain't doing what it should things just feel so wrong - baby when you're gone I've been driving up and down these streets trying to find somewhere to go ya i'm lookin' for a familiar face but there's no one I know this is torture - this is pain - it feels like I'm gonna go insane I hope you're coming back real soon -cuz I don't know what to do" - anyone else notice that bryan adams is a genius? anyone else go to see him in concert? oh i sure did, at the mem centre...YAY! songs in general are pretty good...i can write lyrics...but i want to learn to write music too....who wants to learn me? my grandma is feeling pretty sick...they gave her tylonal 3's and she is a bit allergic to codene so that wasn't cool. they keep doing tests on her though and everything is normal so that is good:). please keep praying about my grandparents and for my internship please. i love you belinda! i think i have a cold...or at least my chest hurts a lot and i am coughing...but i don't have a runny nose or anything...who's a doctor?

Saturday, September 10, 2005

hi

hello everyone. i wanted to say that my grandma had a fall yesterday. she got a relaly bad gash in her leg and broke her femer. she has to be in the hospital for a few weeks and then can't put weight on it for 4-6 months. please pray for her, and for my grandpa. she is the wife of my grandpa that has leukemia. also, this is going to put stress on my family financialy, as we will have eto be at the house with my grandpa, and making sure he can get to treatmentsd and is taken care of, and someone will have to sleep there everynight, and someone will also have to be with my grandma to take care of her. plus we will have to remodel their house and make it wheel chair accessible so that she can live there. thank you so much for your prayers. my grandpa has had his second round and is at home waiting for his counts to go back up. then he will do his third round, and then hopefully one of his siblings is a match and he can get a bone marrow transplant, or they have a different treatment that will work. he is in remission right now, but it wont last without something like a bone marrow transplant to make it more permenant. happy news...although i have 4 dogs right now, a begal, and 3 walkers, i think tomorrow we are buying a basset hound, and picking him or her up a week from today. i say him or her because i want a girl one, but my dad and brothers want the boy one. we have one of each picked out and will decide tomorrow. this apparently will be a house dog...and according to my dad wont even be used for hunting(yeah right). it will be fun to get another dog, i went to see them today they are adorable...i am not sure if it is gongi to be a surprise for my mom to cheer her up, or if dad told her to let her pick the puppy...either way its still a surprise we are getting one, cuz she has always wanted one. klbc folks seem awesomely nice this year! i so wish i could spend more time with them. also, i have been thinking about my internship, please pray for me. now, i don't think luke ever reads this cuz he never comments, actually i don't think anyone but sarah does...but...this is your que luke bruce....do you read my blog? love ya'll

Friday, September 02, 2005

hmmm...k

ok so i never post anymore....sorry...if anyone actually reads this... anyway, ummm lots of stuff has happened i guess....but none of it really matters... ummm my grandpa got a blood infection and had to go to TO for a few days. then he came home a grey hound because he got discharged too late for a volunteer driver, and he didn't want to stay at the lodge for the night...sounds ok...except he didn't tell anyone he was doing it, so my aunt tracked him down in the transfusion unit and then had to arrange someone to pick him up, and had to tell the lodge he wasn't going there...lol... umm oh...i babysat my aunt's 3 boys lucas(2), michael(6) and josh(9). i was having a shower one morning and lucas had to go poop. well his helpful brothers(who actually do know how to help him) told him to be a big boy and go by himself. well...there was poop everywhere...walls, floors, toilet, him, and since it was on his hands he was wiping it on his brothers... ew. i had to give him a bath and soap him all up and get it all off of him, i had to scrub the floors(they let him run through the house) i had to scrub walls and the toilet and the bathtub when i was done having him in there....it was soo sick! i guess its preparing me for motherhood...although i relaly don't remember my little brother doing that....ugh....but i guess its a good selling point..i can cook and clean, take care of 3 boys, and clean up poop all in one day! oh and have time to write out some recipees. oh not to mention they are allergic to everything :S anyway, i had a great weekend last weekend, i got to see a bunch of my old highschool friends, and it was awesome! i have lost touch with most of them and even the ones i talk to i don't see often...so it was sooo great to get to see them! and to meet pam's bf liam, he seems nice. seeing dave was terrific, i haven't seen him since highschool, and i really didn't know how much i missed him until i almost cried when i saw him. he was one of my best friends, and i am glad i got to see him, i hope we can keep in touch. i hope everyone has a great weekend this weekend....and let me tell you...it feels weird not gonig back to school next week :( i hope i can go to graphite with my school! stay safe everyone, and pray for luke. oh, also if you want to mail him something but are affraid to mail it to ecuador, you can mail it to his house in fall river, and his sister can bring it to him when she goes to see him in a month. he would love to hear from you all! visit his blog for brief updates and stuff, and talk to me if you want to know more! also he is on some days at anytime between 11 am and 2 pm my time. or just email him to encourage him!