my cooking adventure

well today i got bored, and so i decided to make chicken curry. then of course i thought well....cant eat it without naan! so today i made chicken curry and naan! i had to make the curry with noe recipe cuz i couldnt find one i liked, but it turned out fabulous! a little spicey but i took one of my pills and some tums lol and after a lot of pain it eventually felt better LOL. i made so much but have no one to share with:( thats ok though. the point is i can make it and naan! lol next time i'll try roti! anyone else have any ideas? :) hope things are well with everyone:) my dad is doing well:) i am too. keep praying for my family please.

daddy update

well my dad is doing a lot better now. he is starting to deal with it, and doens't seem to be as upset, though he still thinks he can just not have it anymore:(. tonight i let him test my blood, it was scarey but i know it made him feel good so i did it. we got him some diabetic ice cream today too, so thats good. and the doctor said today that he doens't have to up his insulin dose. so he is doing it twice a day and 10 of whatever measurment it is. i found a bunch of recipes, so thats cool. please continue to keep him in your prayers, and the rest of my family, along with amanda and her dad. thank you all so much. and a special thank you to the person i didn't think read these, and thnak you for the call:) you are a good friend. its true what people say about when you go through hard times you find out who your true friends are, and so thank you pal:) i love you all(hugs).

my daddy.

well life as i know it is about to change again. today we found out my dad has type one diabetes. i don't even fully know what that means. all i know is that the doctor said he can't work today he has to come home, and that home care is comming this afternoon. i also know it means after i stab him a few times i guess i will stop crying at the sight of needles:(. please pray for my dad, he is very very very upset. for those of you who know him you know he is in tip top shape, and has very little body fat. i know that has nothing to do with type one, but it was at least feel like its justified if he was fat. just please keep us in your prayers. and pray that nothing else bad happens to us...this is getting crazy.

please also pray for my brother's gf amanda as her dad will be passing away soon.

well grandpa's cancer is back. so i guess that both of my grandparents each only have a couple months left. they are going to put my grandpa on a new drug from the states in 3 weeks...but yeah....they have have great success they say. its fairly depressing... but julie's baby will be born soon and that should lift some spirits. please keep praying for my family.

despite everything that is going on, i think i am doing fairly well. i feel like i am growing closer to God and am just doing well. i know He is in control.

julie and adam update

so, this morning i found out that good old walmart, that so many of you for some reason hate, has handed adam a check for over 10, 000$. this of course does not include cards of employees which surely will contain money and shopping cards. half of this money is the money they raised through there bbq, their shopping spree jar, their craft sale, and the other thing i forget what it was. the other half of this check came from walmart's head office who promised to match what walmart peterborough had raised. oh, as well as about 1000$ of it came from other walmart stores who jsut wanted to help out. walmart has also donated some furniture and other things to julie and adam. also, people have been dropping off everything that they need, and had before the fire to her mom's house, where they are staying for right now. to me it is only logical that they will use the money to put a down payment down on a house, or at least some of the money. this is because most of their things have been replaced, and those things that haven't been can be by family and friends. adam is back to work now i think, or will be starting monday, or sometime soon. your prayers are definately still needed as they still do not have a place to live, but still have to pay rent on their appartment because they could not get out of their lease which runs out in augest. they are living with my aunt right now, but my aunt has a huge huge dog, half doverman and half rotwiler. this dog is constantly jumping up on julie who is very pregnant and adam with his burnt hands. the stupid thing also takes food off the counter and stove, and has learned how to open doors. they feel and i agree it is not safe to have a baby in that house, which means of course, once the baby comes they have no place to put him. so please pray that they can find a place to live, and that everything with the baby turns out well. she is due in 21 days. and to those of you who hate walmart, would your place of employment raise and handover so much money to you?

men.

why is it that only the weirdest of weirdo's ever like me? guys, if you live 800 billion hours away, or if you are a tree hugger, if you are a druggie, or a plain old weirdo,if you have done hard time, or are going to do hard time, please i am begging you, reconsider before developing a thing for me, even before you decide to hit on me. please know that if you talk to me, i will want to smack you. as unChristian as that is, i jsut can't take it anymore. i mean really...who wants to save the whales anyway? nuke 'em.