Saturday, May 06, 2006

an old friend, a new start?

yesterday i went to pick up a few groceries with my mom in peterborough. as we were going to the check out i hear a voice i rcognize yell hey hows it going? i turned around and saw him, it took me a second to realize who it was, but when i did i was slightly shocked, but was glad to see him. it was my best friend from when i was younger. his name is adam bell. we were inseperable when we were younger, and did so much together, he was a year younger than me, but got much higher marks. he was also an amazing hockey player. when i was in grade 6, and he in grade 5 adam started doing drugs. weed at first of course, i remember one day he was really sick on the bus because he had had too much so i sat with hima nd took care of him. he started hanging out with boys in my grade, and started drinking and smoking. by about grade 7 he was in to drugs pretty badly. he dropped out of school second semester of grade 9, after skipping most of the first semester. this is when our friendship really ended. he started dong heavier drugs, and pretty frequently, speed i believe was the first heavy drug he got into. the next year something bad happened between us, and thats when i realized the adorable little boy who wore track suits and glasses, and loved the pitsburg penguines had passed, and this other boy had taken over his body. at that point i begged him to stop what he was doing, and to change for himself, but he was more into what his "friends" thought of him. he always wanted to be cool. i guess you could say he is popular now...he is wanted at least, by the police that is. he has been on the run for a few years now, i can't say where. this is why i was shocked to see him. he doesn't come back to hastings now, cuz he would be murdered because he was a cocain dealer and screwed over a lot of people, who would love to see him dead, and who wouldn't be affraid to kill him. he looks amazing now. i know he isn't on drugs anymore. i couldn't believe how wodnerfull he looked, it made me smile. he had a sparkle back in his eye, and i could tell because he actually looked me in the eye for the first time in many many years. he has made a good life for himself where he is living. he has a good job, and is even getting married, apparently soon. i am proud of him for turning his life around. and i hope he doesn't get caught by the cops, cuz i nkow there are people waiting for him in jail, people who are already in there so why do they care if they kill him. he dind't do anything really bad, just a lot of little things, and then this whole running thing, which i understand he had to do. i love my friend very much, no matter what he did to me, to anyone else, or to himself. please pray that God saves him, and his fiance. i forget her name. adam was really the first one in this town to get into really heavy drugs, but now they run rampid. i hugged adam, and i congratulated him on getting married. i know he knows the hug said more than that. he knows i love him and am proud of him. i am glad God brought us together yesterday.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey cole. so as much as i understand that you want things to go well for him, you also said he didn't do anything really bad. if that was true, the cops wouldn't want him, nor would people want to kill him. nor would he have been a cocaine dealer. seriously. and if we're supposed to respect and obey the rulers of the land, like the Bible tells us to...then really, you should be rootin' for the cops since in the end he IS a criminal. if he really wants to leave this behind, then maybe he should just deal with the consequences of his actions, rather than hoping that it never catches up with him.

nicole said...

you are right. and i know that he should go to jail for what they want him for. and for a long time i was on their side cuz i thought it was the only thing that could help him. and i am still, but i hope he remains the one who got away, or that by the time he goes to jail all the people who want to kill him are gone. either way, pray for him.

Anonymous said...

so you're on their side but you hope they never catch him. that's an interesting contradiction.

nicole said...

again you are right. 'Lord i pray and i know that you will deal with adam fairly. please let your will be done in his life God, and please help me to know that You are in control, and help me to be accepting of whatever you choose to do with adam's life. Amen.'