Saturday, October 20, 2007

She cries late at night, when she knows no one will hear. She sobs silently as she lives out all her fears. Her heart is breaking rapidly and she knows that no one cares. Her dreams are being shattered as her future disappears. She needs someone to hold her, to tell her every thing’s alright. She knows that no one loves her, but she smiles out of spite. She just lives pretending she’s ok. Ignores their evil looks, makes it through another day. Night falls and the tears come once again. Oh how she longs for the day when her smile is not pretend.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thats a very sad poem :(. Tho I believe that there are many ppl out there that do love you an care about you. In our darkest times as christians that is when we turn to the lord for strength an understanding cause the lord heals all wounds.

An if he is not enough we rely on our friends, family's, an loved ones. Our futures are not unreachable just some are harder to attain then others. But if we believe in our dreams an have faith then the lord will provide. Its hard to weather out the storms in life but we come out better an stronger when we do. Just believe in your dreams an stay strong i know that the lord has something special waiting for you in your life just stay positive.

nicole said...

if only things were that easy.

Nicki said...

no one said it was easy...to quote anonymous' comment, "Its hard to weather out the storms in life but we come out better an stronger when we do." It is hard. You need perseverance. Romans 5:3-5, James 1:2-4...can't argue with that. :)

nicole said...

thats not what i was arguing. "An if he is not enough we rely on our friends, family's, an loved ones." is what i was referring to. and i dont think that its He is not enough, but that He created us to need eachother. im not sure how anyone can tell me these things and then go on their merry way in their own life...